Life's twists and turns

If I knew back in high school that my life would amount to this, what would I do differently?  This is the question I ask myself, along with other pertinent grounding questions frequently.  At this point, I believe I am the luckiest unlucky person in the world!  Or is it the unlukiest lucky person?  Let's delve into the first choice.  I'm reminded by people who love me that I indeed have a roof over my head, employment, food, and choices.  Is it wrong to want more?  In my eyes, anyone can have what I have and I didn't get here by luck.  It was hard work along with the great ability to heal quickly from the many stab wounds in my back from all those whose soul purpose in life is to see me fail.

So here I am.  What does tomorrow hold that I wasn't able to accomplish today?  Hope.

I hope I make it into the writer's room.  I hope he finds me (yes, there is someone I have my eye on).  And I pray I don't lose all intellect toiling through the mindless day to day existence.  I must admit graduate school was easy for me.  More education at this point would be a further waste of money.

Nancy.  What's it like on the other side?  Can you see through the crap?