7 Projects!

I am working on seven projects! I know it may seem like I'm spreading myself a bit thin (woohoo, I've lost weight…oh wait, that's different). I am very excited about these projects. These seven projects are the culmination of years of research. Six will be pitch ready by the end of August! One is a spec for an existing show. Very exciting and very busy.

Wrongs of my past

No matter how hard I try to correct the correct the wrongs of my past (being underemployed for so long) I am still being punished, if not financially, then emotionally. I think about all of the jobs I didn't get for one reason or another; or the things I was subjected to by horrible people, still and yet that wasn't enough. All I can do is take it one day at a time, one wrong made right at a time.

More LOVE in my life?

Some random person just told me that I need love in my life. I looked at her and said, "do you not see my hair and nails?" I take good care of myself. She said, "no not that, you need love from another person." I told her, without hesitation, "I know, I need to get another dog!"

I've been single all of my life. I've become accustomed to doing my own thing whenever. I cringe at the thought of opening up my world for someone. Way too many losers in the past and I get farther without the baggage others bring.

Am I wrong? Your thoughts?

Socially Unsocial

I'm finally getting back to socializing now that the storm has passed. I've been off of facebook for a week now and admittedly, I don't miss it. I realize that in such a short time, I've become socially unsocial. I want to get out but I kinda don't want to be bothered with all of the goings on of people. I've been deep into my writing, determined to deliver 5 strong outlines by the end of August. I really put too much pressure on myself but this is the kind of pressure I like. Not really in a hurry to get back on facebook as I'm still trying to get back to adjust to human contact...again.