Just Wondering...

Sometimes I wonder if the mistakes made in my past will ever correct themselves? Am I to be damned forever? This struggle has gone on for way too long and I'm tired. I'm tired of trying and not succeeding. I'm just tired. God tell me, if you would, when, where and what so that I may have something to look forward to.

Thank you.

Today...

I was really hoping today would be a godly great day. For all you technically speaking folks...OK, yes I woke up this morning, yes I was able to have coffee and drive to my latest temp assignment. Yes, I'm working today...but I was hoping for something extra special to happen but it didn't. I guess in two weeks I will be preparing to move away from Los Angeles and hang it up. Hey, I tried, I wrote, I pitched...to some I succeeded, to me I didn't succeed enough.

It's Thursday!!

I have a lot to be grateful for today...I was able to get two more days of work making this a full work week. I was able to make someone smile, laugh, and think (not the same person). I renewed a friendship. My dogs are doing well. My family is doing well and oh, yes...I WROTE MY OWN TV PILOT!!!!!

Thank you GOD!

I'm Here!!

So, okay, life has been quite up and down hectic as of late. One minute I think I'm moving away from California and the next minute I'm stayin'.

Max is doing fine. It turns out he didn't have a stroke but suffers from a condition called VESTIBULAR SYNDROME, which is common in older dogs. His recovery is coming along and not as quickly as I'd hoped but he is doing much better.

Friday was an action packed day. It was to be my last day at Warner Bros. until I got the call to return to a different department on Monday. I love working!!! I love writing!

I finished my pilot on Wednesday and had my first pitch on Friday!! I was actually nervous and I have no reason to be. I finally wrote about something I know and have support from many of my LE buddies. I was given instructions on what the studios are looking at right now and have spent the weekend working on my rewrite.

I finally finished the rewrite this afternoon and will turn it in to my agent in the morning.

I know how incredibly blessed I am, especially in this town. I have a really great agent and super friends who have been cheering me on along the way and been my life support. I have also lost a few friends through these challenging times and I figure, our time as friends has ended. Bring on new friends!!!

I will keep you posted!!! And thank you for reading!