Happiness and...

why doesn't it last? With all I've been through, you would think happiness could last longer than a few moments. I now understand the saying, "enjoy it while it lasts!"

So, I know its been a while. What have I been up to?

I am no longer in a relationship and back to single. I've tried to figure out the reason for such a short and now seemingly waste of emotion and time. The reason has yet to reveal itself. I'd rather have no relationship than to deal with the wrong person. Now I look back at the experience with bitterness and not willing to try again.

I'm still writing but without representation, I feel empty and without hope. Yet, I still continue to write. I think now writing is a quiet comfort never to be seen.

I'm still temping and happy to be working.

My dog Max is on his last leg and I will have to put him down soon. A new level of loneliness on the horizon.

Generally, I try to find the happiness in every moment but usually that happiness quickly fades.

Looking forward to my next happy moment.