So much going on....

My assignment at WB TV ended last week and I started back at ABC Studios this week. This was my first time working in production. It was a busy week for I had to learn a whole new world and do it at the same time while learning everyone's name and behaviors. Whew! It was a busy week.

That email finally came in from the FBI and they are going to help me with my pilot idea. It is a great honor to get their permission, my agent is very proud of me. Now I just have to find the time to develop an outline to first present to my agent, then to the FBI. First I have to finish the edits on my Criminal Minds spec which I finished last week.

I am still dealing with getting my financial house in order. It's enough to deal with all by itself. I am trying so hard to get things straight. It seems the harder I try the harder it is to get back to a comfort zone. I am still not making enough to buy food and gas in the same week, but the good news is that I am losing weight because I can't afford to buy food. I wonder if anyone really cares about my struggles? I know they cannot last forever, or can they? After all it has been three years. I became hopeful when I got this last temp assignment. It's two dollars more...woohoo, I just might be able to buy gas and a sandwich with one check!!! I was really hoping to get staffed this season as I really need to be paid as a writer. One weeks check would bring me current with everything, the second weeks check will allow me to deposit money into savings and the third weeks check will allow me to pay off some of my debt! Am I aiming too high? It is possible to be debt-free. I remember when I was 12 years old and debt-free. I want that feeling and reality again.

Still dreaming, still hoping.