It shouldnt be this hard to stay positive

But it is a struggle everyday! One of the people I'm temping for made me realize that no one really cares about your struggles and she tells me that I shouldn't play into the pity party role. Moi? Pity Party? I'm living reality from day to day. No one wants to hear it. I guess when I pass out at my desk because I haven't eaten, then maybe someone will care? No. Not here. They would take my wallet and leave me for the cleaning crew!

I am struggling trying to keep a roof over my head. My pride and ego died over a year ago with very little hope of a resurrection.

My poor dog Max is doing his best to stay alive. Since his brother Russell died in August, he's gone downhill a little bit. I think his hearing is going a little.

Yesterday, I broke another tooth! I have no insurance and zero money, yet I guess I will figure out how to make it work. I always do.

I'm supposed to attend a party on Friday. It's a great occasion, a baby shower. Here's the thing, the person who ruined my life will be there. Should I:

- Turn the other cheek?
- Beat the crap out of here and run for the hills?
- Confront her and tell what I really think?
- Let it go?
- Run her over with my car (it's a Toyota, I better not)?
- Not go to the celebration?
- Beat the crap out of her?

So many choices, yet beat the crap out of her is the only one that makes me feel better.

What would Jesus do? Beat the crap out of her!!!!