So Funny...

It appears I've become the type of person that drives me nuts...a needy complainer! Admittedly things have been very tough for me, everyday is a challenge yet I persevere. The main reason I write in the heat of the moment is because I don't ever want to forget how tough things got for me and remember these times when things finally begin to get better for me. I don't write my thoughts for people to feel sorry for me, I'm not insecure hence there isn't any insane need to have people tell me how sorry they are for me. I write to remember and learn. It is my hope to improve with every writing. As I come out of this physical and mental economic depression, I can see things clearer now. I will still write about how disappointed I am in people. Not all of course, but the few that seem to cross my path.

So it looks like I am NOT becoming the insecure, needy, jerk, complainer after all.

Whew!