Chameleon

That is the name of my episode. It came to me the other morning around 3. I love it when the creative wave comes, I just have to accept it and write down as much as I can. I also began writing the opening scene, even though I'm in research mode. This is a very exciting time for me. I love writing and it makes it better when pieces fit into place.

So tomorrow is Christmas. Fear not, I will not be all alone. A gracious soul has taken pity upon my pathetically struggling state and she's actually my best friend so it's all good. I woke up in a panic this morning worried about money. I work harder than what I'm paid which is a switch from most temps who get paid and do nothing! I pray the new year will be full of blessings and an end to this struggle. I made the mistake of buying food and gas in the same week and now can't pay a bill. It's absolutely crazy. And don't get me started on the rising gas prices!!!!

The close friends I have have been keeping my spirits up and keeping me from giving up. One friend told me the other day that I've come too far to just walk away and where would I walk away to? Good question and one I cannot answer. I must admit those chosen few who are real friends have really stepped up. I only pray I can return their kindness in someway.

I must admit, I'm proud of my own strength and persistence. I pray it continues!

Merry Christmas everyone and have a Happy New Year!!!!!!!