It's been a rough and rocky road...(not the ice cream)

This morning I turned on Joel Osteen and he was speaking directly to me. His message was "your set time is coming." Things are so incredibly hard for me right now that I am once again at a point where I have to make a decision to either buy gas or food. I chose both since I didn't get food last week and since I am temping, I needed gas.

I am living on faith. I have to have a miracle happen this week so that I do not lose it all and be living on the street. Chase is trying to be difficult again. My temp agency is not fighting for me, but trying to survive themselves. I feel like everything is crashing down on me. I am doing my best to keep the faith and not give up. I need money and have no one to borrow it from. I need a decent job that pays decently in order to get back on track.

The good news is that I turned in my final draft of my House spec on Friday. This morning, I began outlining my story for Criminal Minds. I feel good when I write, when I create. I wonder what God has in store for me if it isn't writing? I wonder what God has in store for me period.

This guy I hadn't met but was sort of interested in meeting revealed he has a few kids! I hate it when people lie to me - when will they learn? Not only does he have kids but he is unemployed and being taken care of by his wife, or ex-wife. Guys, don't lie when a good woman crosses your path. It is when you are caught in the lies that keeps you with the wrong woman.

Ok people, happy and good thoughts! Keep me in your prayers!!!!

Thank you!!!