Negative People...

Everyone has encountered them. Instead of looking at a situation as positive or neutral, the automatically go to the negative.

On my last assignment, I had the pleasure of sitting next to one of those people. Well wouldn't ya know it, an earthquake happened! This guy was so incredibly negative that everyone huddled around him as if he were a prophet. I spoke over the cubicle, "hey mister doom and gloom, can ya give me the winning lottery numbers since you all?" He started laughing. He asked why I called him "doom and gloom" and I told him that everything he does and says is based in the negative. He replied "well, the world's gonna end." To which I said, well that may be so but I'm not going to approach everyday with fear, I will simply live it as if it is my last. I wanna go out with a smile on my face and no regrets. So cheer up and be thankful you are allowed to be here at this time. At first he would tease me and call me miss sunshine. Then like a flood, he turned his way of thinking around. He came in smiling and hopeful. "This house is clean." I thought to myself and to quote a line from Poltergeist.

Have a great day!!!!!

Interesting...and Amazing...

I absolutely love it when good things start happening and its even better when unexpected things happen. I was overwhelmed with joy yesterday by the kindness of two strangers. Not all people are bad, it just seems like it.

What I have learned through all of this:

- Just because they have been your friend for a while does not mean they are going to be your friend forever.

- Money changes people.
- Rely only on yourself and depend on less.
- Three meals aren't really needed a day.
- There's no shame in asking.
- Always smile even when your heart is breaking.
- People really don't care, they are just being nice.
- Insecure people are dangerous.
- Lazy people are dangerous.
- More sociopaths exist than people know.
- Dogs are better than people!

I've learned more things but the above captures the general vibe.

I am making it and will not give up.

Happy Day All!!!

Happy Friday!!!!

Oh what a glorious morning!!! Today is the day my life will turn around! You know that feeling you get when something great is about to happen? Well that is how I'm feeling.

Thanking you in advance God!

Yep, I've turned it all over to God.

I try and it seems all efforts I make are thwarted. I try to make the wrongs right and it just doesn't seem to work. I needed God's blessings two years ago and now two years later, I have been reduced to nothing. Hope is all I have because Lord knows I don't have money or food.

Letting go and letting God.

Let us pray...

It's X-Files Day

Okay, so you're gonna think this is stupid, but every time there is a marathon of the X-Files, something good happens for me employment-wise! I know it's silly!

Odd Day...Independence Day

For someone who is very independent, today was just another day. I must admit though, today was a very lonely day. That is my fault. I have very few close friends and I guess that's best.

Happy Independence Day!

I just know...

Great things are about to happen for me. I had two great interviews with key people in regards to the tv show I am creating. The last interview resulted in the organization flying someone to me in Los Angeles for an in person interview. I was blown away by that! It will be extremely helpful in my character development since I am in that development phase now.

Personally, I cannot say my life is all roses and Popsicles. I lost a good friend and I am still struggling to find a day job. Today I paid all the bills I could, so the utilities will not be shut off. I will get through this, I just wish it was today.