Responsibility Break & Love...what is it?

Have you ever had one of those days where you would like to NOT be responsible for anything (of course, that is if you are of the rare few who actually do take responsibility for their actions)?

Well, today is that day for me. No matter how hard I try not to be in control or take charge - I now realize responsibility is part of my DNA. I do know I must step back from situations and let them unfold as they may. I'm really not in control, merely going through the motions...right?


And then there's love. I can honestly say, I have never been "in love." Sure I've been "in like" or "infatuated" but not really what the movies dictate as "in love." Can someone explain it to me as if I were a two year old - what does being "in love" feel like?

Many have told me Love is overrated. Some had told me it doesn't exist and it's merely a word. Few have told me that it absolutely is like it is in the movies and more.

I've asked a few of my friends who are mated, "did you know he/she was the one when you first met?" If I were to do the math, I'd say 75% absolutely knew, 20% didn't know and that 5% said it was just gas.