I didn't realize...

that I was suffering from depression! It hit me yesterday while speaking with my sister. This has been a year of loss for me and the year is catching up to me. I barricade myself over the weekends, spending as much time as possible with Max. I know his time is coming soon. I haven't been able to really write since Russell died in August. I've either kept myself too busy with this new temp assignment or just slept the weekends away next to Max. I haven't even been exercising! I hope I snap out of this funk soon.